Wednesday, December 06, 2006

why do my parents always spoil my day. especially my father. omg im really pissed right now
he really hurt my feelings

like he was telling us what he felt about the four of us. he's like kakak is such a goood daughter. she is soo obedient, caring and blablabla. shes the only one that i can count on right now.

and when it comes to me, he said : Dewi is smart but she's very arrogant. she's rude and arrogant cuz she thinks she's too smart for everyone else. i dun think i can ever count on her to take care of me when i dah tua

it really really breaks my heart to heard that coming out from his mouth. seriously, he's sooo wrong. i love him and to hear that from him like totally crush me. i remembered at sec one, during the english compo exam. i wrote about my parents and like how i really want to make them happy after what they've done to me

how could he? shit him whatever
all the three of them are precious to him
and im not

like we dun even talk right now
unlike last time

shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitttttttttt

i dun feel like going to sentosa right now aaaaaaaahhh
i cant see what im typing right now
everythings a blur
hahah my keyboard is like going to spoil hahah

he scolded me again for some stupid stuff
my mum too like cuz i didnt practise my piano
seriously whatever
i hate home
this is not even home to me
we dun communicate
i only talk to my maid
shes the only one whos nice to me
my brother too

shiittttttt
sorry for the crude language

i want school to reopen noww!
I WANT TO HUG YOU GUYS NOWW
omgosh, i LOVE YOU GUYS SOO MUCH
wth

I love spring & flowers.