Tuesday, October 17, 2006

I Don't Want To Grow Up


When I'm lying in my bed at nite
I don't wanna grow up
Nothing ever seems to turn out right
I don't wanna grow up

How do you move in a world of fog that's
Always changing things
Makes wish that I could be a dog

When I see the price that you pay
I don't wanna grow up
I don't ever want to be that way
I don't wanna grow up

Seems that folks turn into things
That they never want
The only thing to live for is today...

I'm gonna put a hole in my T.V. set
I don't wanna grow up
Open up the medicine chest
I don't wanna grow up

I don't wanna have to shout it out
I don't want my hair to fall out
I don't wanna be filled with doubt
I don't wanna be a good boy scout
I don't wanna have to learn to count
I don't wanna have the biggest amount
I don't wanna grow up

Well when I see my parents fight
I don't wanna grow up
They all go out and drinkin' all night
I don't wanna grow up

I'd rather stay here in my room
Nothin' out there but sad and gloom
I don't wanna live in a big old tomb on grand street

When I see the 5 o'clock news
I don't wanna grow up
Comb their hair and shine their shoes
I don't wanna grow up




aaaawwww i love love this song
i really don't wanna grow up
i wanna be as happy and free and innocent as can be! :)

heh so lets remain childish girls
haha not that you aren't anyway


i love me first and then i love you guys

heh

its yus

I love spring & flowers.

Friday, October 13, 2006

talk to amanda today and she made me feel a lot better

tu)i do NOT have fits, i have very dignified tantrums.
: all you ahev to do, it believe in yourself, the way that i do

delicious sin : its hard when ur friends are like so unsupportive

tu)i do NOT have fits, i have very dignified tantrums. : then they aren't really friends are they?

tu)i do NOT have fits, i have very dignified tantrums. : you have yourself, and thats all you need

: you don't need anyone else's approval, or blessing

:do what is right for YOU.

:its YOUR life
:live it the way YOU deem right
delicious sin : omg , you really made my day

tu)i do NOT have fits, i have very dignified tantrums. :(: thats what i'm here for. i'm your senior, but more importantly i'm your friend

she's so sweet
i love you amanda

I love spring & flowers.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

ok.

DONT worry honeys.you guys gave it ur best.thats the best anyone can do rite.so do not beat ursevles over it.cuz we will love each other no matter wat.

so dont cry anymore.

and i'll always be there for you ok.so call me.

i love you

luv zay.

I love spring & flowers.

Sunday, October 08, 2006

HELLO GUYS:)
MY FIRST POST THIS YEAR.
ANYWAY, I MISS YOU ALL AND I LOVE YOU ALL.
THANKS YUS FOR TELLING ME THE PASSWORD! Would you believe it? I created this account but forgot the password. LMAO.
ANYWAY, AFTER PUASA, WE GO OUT OKAY? AND I PROMISE I'LL COME/WILL NOT BE LATE. DON'T PLAN FOR MOVIE OUTINGS IN THE WEST! THAT'S SUPER FARRRRRR AWAY.

ANYWAY, IN CASE YOU GUYS ARE SARAH-LOVESICK, HERE'S A LITTLE TREAT FOR YOU:


Hahaha.
Bye all and loves!

I love spring & flowers.

SALAAM NAMASTE

haha. i love hindi language. yes zay. im merajuk-ing. and i won't give you any lollipops for being such a baaaddd girl.
and im craving for ben and jerry's belgium dark chocolate now

i want it so badly

okay, my current savings is $60 and i don't know how am i supposed to go shopping
seriously
this sucks
i hate being broke
blegh


you wanna get a bf, zay?
hahah
ooohh, theres a lot of suitable suitors you know
heh

haha

okay, right now im like bored
bored to death
someonehelpmesavemehelpmesavemehelpmesavemehelpmesaveme

okay
let me just rot
bye world

I love spring & flowers.

Friday, October 06, 2006

hey!!
OMg.exams.are like sooooooooooooooooo OVER.yay!!!!
but then, i got kinda bored.we had like big plans rite.but noooooo.
everybody cancelled!!
URGH!

anyway.i shall compose myself.
we had FUN ppl.and LOADS OF IT.to those of YOU who so did NOT come.heh.

so shaf and yus and me.are fun ppl.

im still hooked on that funny hindustan movie or sumin.its soooooooooooo romantic.i want a boyfriend like that.so perfectly imperfect.
sigh.

then i had facial.god.it was painful.i swore to myself i finally knew what "no pain no gain"means.it hurt like crap. and i cant sleep cause im used to sleeping late or not sleeping.omg.i am nocturnal.i would say hot.but then. not.

cuz its 2 am.and cuz im not sleeping.but its cuz im soo hungry but im too lazy to get food.

ok.i shall blog tomoro.see if i keep that promise.
and i better not be the only one who keeps it up ppl.
hmph.

love u anyways.
zay

I love spring & flowers.

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

ooooooooooooook.

yus.im not retarded. i cant explain it enough to you ever can i?im not retarded. or anything like that.im just special.and ur just bitter cuz ur jealous.i noeee darling.and i just ate medicine. so im drawly.
and um,
im cold cuz i just dunked my head in cold water to wake me up. and its 12.30 this time. after exams, since there is nuthing to doo and im a nocturnal, i shall be a vampire and drink fake blood.heh

aaaand. we are all memorising this loooooooooooong list of malay idioms. and guess wat?
all for like 10 marks.to stoooopid marks and we memorise hundreds of phrases we dont even use.life isnt it?but im just wondering. the stress of being caught up in the singapore kiasu rush?
heh.
like, we were talking about running away after a paper cuz it was kinda screwed. and wad happend.we actually decided against it our selves.

now we saw this amazing fact thingey.

Children in other countries run away BECAUSE of exams. but we DONT run away beacause we HAVE exams.

its a topsy turvy world ppl. all ways round. least, for us anyway.

im not fully confident for EOYs.but oh well.wad to do since its over.

ill just concentrate on breathing.since my nose is blocked.

nite hons.
i got memorising to do.
=)
loooooove you.
zay

I love spring & flowers.

Monday, October 02, 2006

hey my darls

omg zay, i swear your previous post was freakin retarded. hahah who blogs in the wee hours of the morning? only mentally-challeged people like you does that sort of stuff.

i was viewing my pri school friends' friendster profiles and surprise surprise they changed so so much

i shan't be nasty since its the holy fasting month hahah

i solemnly swear that im soooo screwed for EOYS
yeapp and there goes my 4As and 3Bs

hahhah im in duuhh mood today

yeap

duuhhh

bye

I love spring & flowers.

Sunday, October 01, 2006

its exactly 3.56am. pm on my computer.but thats cuz i set it like 12 hours late.heh.
anywaaaaaaay.i m soooooooooo trying to study for my stoopid history.i cant take it anymore.i dont exactly care about politics.urgh. like 50years ago. so ok. i cant wait for after exams.its in exacly, um.....wait....counting...
aaaaaaaaaaaaaagh!!
3 days!!!!
yay!!!!!!!!
i planned out everything i wanna do.
and um, my mum might just come out to cook sahur now.hehe.id be in trouble if she catches me blogging when im suposed to be studying.
yea. in case u r wondering, i have become nocturnal. its totally cool once u get over im afraid of the dark stuff. cuz its soooper creepy when ur in my house alone like half the day.i sleep with a pillow on my head everytime on my couch.im sooo getting a massage after exams.my body aches!

ook.so.i want to redecorate my room.hmm..and now i feel like being an interior designer. cuz i designed my room.so hot.i was about to say cool.but yus says i sound guyish that way.so hot it is.
and by the way, who hates who?
i bet its yus.cuz it sounds dumb.
yus, has lost loooooooooooooooads of brain cells recently.its pretty funny. but i feel like im being surrounded by a bunch of anna.si feel dumber thinking about it.
oooooooooh
i went shooooooe shopping
me,my sis and my mum went to the shops and like tried on allll kinds of shoes.sooooo fun. and i bought like too expensive skirts.but the whole time my dad was like if u want it just take it, so wat the hell.
oh.n i realised my jewelry are way overpriced.heh.oh well again.
i m way awake.and a nocturnal listeing to son-of-dork at 4 am.so u cant really say much.hahahaha.except. that im gonna list but then people would start rolling their eyes like yus would right now.i noe. i am sooooooo psychic.dont deny it guys.i am.

ok.i kinda just knocked over a bottle of water.i will come back.i will be back.cuz im gona blog alot after exams cuz id just be psyched enough.like how i am partially hyper rite now.i have come to like the sound of partially. kinda sounds like parsley dun ya think?and i totally like parsley cuz i think they r cute.
and my cousins called me a blonde.cuz i thought the onion stuff on the noodles was chicken.i swear. someone told me once it was chicken.and i took alot cuz i like chicken and everyone was like gross.
and i dont get the blonde thing cuz i have black hair.that was acting stooopid.cuz i m smart yus.
stop sniggering.
omg.i think ive been spending too much time with her.i totally noe how she's gonna react.
uhoh
soon enough ill be reading her mind.hot.but scaary.always happens to me and anna.
but then.
my life is sooo complicated.
its either yus.
or anna.
man.

ok.i shall go on to staring at the history book. and then tearing it up tmr. and then im gonna start dreaming of shopping again.
nitey.or morning-ey.
wadever.
luv,
zay.

i bet the previous post was yus.oh wait.cannot bet.bulan puasa.oops.sorry

I love spring & flowers.